It hurts

To know that time is already not enough, and when both parties make sacrifices, 1 party is more willing to go thru with that sacrifice than the other.

To know that your partner knows that you're upset but yet says bye without leaving a message after that. I remember in the past, I would at least get a message because he knows I am upset. Doesn't seem to happen nowadays.

What does all this mean? How to not read it as losing interest? Or taking for granted? Or getting tired? Or just plain not caring enough to do so?

Or am I reading too much into it? I probably am...

I duno why I care so much. I duno why I would be so affected. What I do know is that I would never ever be like this in the past. I never ever felt that time is not enough. It is true that it is because of the situation, but I used to be able to take things very easily. Not enough time? No matter. That used to be how I would think. Sometimes I wish I could go back to being that person. Maybe then I wouldn't hurt so much. Things would probably be much easier.